We've hit a bump...

So, there is a minor problem in us getting pregnant in the next few months. I wasn't aware of this and neither was my doctor. My LH/FSH levels are really elevated. The nurse said with PCOS that's usually the case, but my were even higher than they expected.

I got a call last week from Magee's asking me to get more blood drawn so they could retest a few things. The LH levels were one of the things they wanted to check, again. The levels came back just as high the second time around. I'm not really sure what all of this means.

This is what I do know:
*The doctor was going to start me on Clomid next week. She didn't even want to bring on a period, just straight to Clomid.
*My levels are high.
*I definitely need a butterfly needle when the take blood from my body.
*The nurse, today, said that everything is on hold and that the doctor doesn't want me to take Clomid anymore (for now? ever? i don't know.)
*The doctor will be in tomorrow to go over everything.
*I'll either get a call tomorrow or next Tuesday with answers and next steps.

This made me nervous today. I feel so confused, yet very peaceful. I know the Lord wouldn't lead us in this direction without some lesson of faith and trust, without some clue as to why we're here. If we're just going through this so share the Gospel, so be it! If we're going to have babies, praise God! I'm just not really sure of anything right now.

So tonight my heart is content, trusting the Lord, as I wait to hear what will happen next. He is far more worthy of my trust than satan is of my fear. I just need to remember WHOSE I am and that He is always in control.